I won’t rest, I won’t stand still
I’ll do my part and say my fill
Turn my deed away you’ll see
Though how can you have faith in me
I wasn’t won’t and can’t break free
From fraught and fated history
A reckoning has come to be
A fate that I shall never see
Too just ain’t for Me you see
No borrowed oppression fantasies
And no one should have sympathy
For what it is I’ll never see
never meant and shouldn’t be
Still there is something never told
Bout me from one who wouldn’t know
See parts of me are heaven bound
Trust they are just what you’ve found
But true still is the wanting weed
Turnt easy to the pleading reed
Nature changed in a subtle breeze
To something I can never seize
A light internal burning fire
Unleashed amidst a burning pyre
Combustion sparked from glint of these
To a guiding wanting leading me
One truth that none can ever tell
For words a gentlemen ever quells
That spoken by the craven beast
Leave truth unburdened from the least
Though gentleman I surely am
No gentle ten can sooth a man
Whose truest measure is the choir
That sings to put out the raging fire
Of this good men speak all in jest
Subverting diverting a mortal quest
Compelled by nature to conspire
The worst we are to quench desire
Civility misunderstood
By those that wish to know what good
Would come from slinking ever low
Deceiving those they wish to own
It is not so simple for good men
Goodness comes from deep within
Where it fights with thoughtless wonder
To beat out that which divines hunger
Wish the willow you may scream
Hollering in endless fields serene
My body is not mine to drive
Nor is vital and alive
A steady steam releasing pressure
That nothing I can do can measure
I see and hear and respect your pleasure
And hope I win this war forever
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